It is the mood who takes over

You could tell if I had a bad day. I have a schedule, standing at the corner of my table. If I am behind, I am mad. It is not the “failing part” that harts, it is the mood who takes over my whole day. You make a pattern for four hours and put it in the trash in a second. You make a wrong decision that cost you in another workday. It is all on me and it is a call you can’t predict in advance. I just wish I knew how to uplift my mood as if it was “another lesson in life”- as I know it is.