I have it all inside my head

I took my stuff from the studio today. I am not ready to go back yet. I am too scared. I took the heart I got from a friend next to my sewing machine, my books from the locker, my emotions from my brain. I used to get attached to places. Looking back and reminisce. Today I did it differently. No slow motions, no over thinking, no emotions, and believe me, it was my favorite spot. I was there, every day for the past year. On this table I sketched my dreams who became a reality. I don’t know if I will go back. I just know I have all I need inside my head. The memories, the joy, and the capabilities. No matter where I am.