Who wants to be controlled by fear?

It became a habit this past year. If I need to make a decision, I am setting myself an accurate deadline. No excuses, no procrastination, no “second opinion” needed- I need to be ready with an answer. Just making it. These past few days I am not sure If I should go back to my open space studio or not. A lot of thoughts running through my head relentlessly. I have the corona to blame, justify the fact I am scared. But who wants to be controlled by fear? I know I don’t. We can't tell how it turns out to be anyway.