Hard is not the right word

I don’t want to use that word anymore. hard. I want to put it aside for a while. If I am thinking about how hard it is all the time, what is the point in doing it? With the words we use comes a feeling that has the power to change the way we do the move and the outcome. I don’t want that distraction. At the end of the day, I am doing what I always dreamt of. Hard is not the right word. Maybe challenging is.