Another feature of being scared

I am almost there. Sending those four well-organized emails with my work for the past year. My designs, emotions, dedication, and hard work is there. It's been a long journey. Long journey of double-checking, “perfectionist” excuses, and "striving for perfection" aka hiding. In the last two days, I have been working at a different pace, slower. It's done. Send it already. The slow movement it another feature of being scared.