Have it all.

When you double-check and "save yourself" a big mistake, are you thankful for a minute or rushing to the next thing? When you put your arm on your fabric on your way to work do you remember the days you were only dreaming about this life? Now, when the game is on, I am more scared than ever. The "what if" is hunting me. But when I see it, all packed and ready to go I know- I will have it all.