Everything you feel was pulled out from a drawer. We are thinking X about Y because we saw, heard, read about it. We rarely get things “raw”. Who knows if "raw" even exists. You can’t avoid those drawers but knowing they exist is a big step forward.
Thursday, September 30, 2021
Wednesday, September 29, 2021
Be happy now.
Don’t wait. Don’t wait to be happy. Be happy now. No big announcement, event, or money needs to occur for you to be happy. That bag you're carrying on your shoulders will always be there anyway. Sometimes heavier than before. Don’t hang your happiness on something. Be happy now.
Tuesday, September 28, 2021
You need a different story
You need a different story. A sad story is not going to help you. But a story about overcoming your fears and following your dreams will. Don’t let those “peanuts” disrupt your mindset flow. You didn't come this far- for nothing.
Monday, September 27, 2021
Sunday, September 26, 2021
You haven’t even started yet.
They say your saddest days will come when you will be "out there". Under a critique eye. I feel like hearing people say that, makes me experience it in advance. After all, "they all feel burnout at some point ". No lady, don’t look for a reason to hide- You haven’t even started yet.
Saturday, September 25, 2021
Sending those messages to myself
“Good job” or “I am proud of you”. Sometimes I feel like I need to hear it from someone. Someone I love. Someone who understands the sacrifice, the hard work, and the daily routine. One day, I know- You will be there. Sending my heart emoji in the middle of the day telling me “I already made it” but until then- I am sending those messages to myself. I deserve it.
Friday, September 24, 2021
Thursday, September 23, 2021
Smart.
Smart. It was never my title. No one has ever said it to me as a child, and I never said it to myself either. I had the best grades growing up and yet I never thought I was smart. Now I know smart has nothing to do with my degrees, my profession, or my status- But has a lot to do with all the rest.
Wednesday, September 22, 2021
Lost.
Lost. It was
all in one big bag. Everything. Every design I have ever made in the past 6 months.
It hurts so much I can't even think clearly. It’s a wasting of time, energy, and tears. Things
I could spare myself if I was more organized and focused. Now let's hope it's only a lesson.
Tuesday, September 21, 2021
Story about LOVE
I Need to thank you for giving me a glimpse of what I want. You asked about love and I had no answers. I guess I don’t really know what love is. After all, I am running away from it. I said loneliness, family, children but I didn’t say love. One day, I will have a beautiful story to tell. A story about love.
Monday, September 20, 2021
Sunday, September 19, 2021
The only answer that matters is yours.
I am looking for someone to tell me my instincts were right. But it’s like waiting for an email, a miracle, or someone to sign a contract saying it’s going to succeed. It's the easy way. Waiting. It doesn’t matter whose answer are you looking for, what's his profession or expertise the only answer that matters is yours.
Saturday, September 18, 2021
"For what?"
For what? When you're working, investing your time and effort on your ideas, do you ask yourself “for what”?. When you build your business, why are you doing it for? When you are here now, failing, can you see why are you doing it anyway? What is your “for what?”.
Friday, September 17, 2021
Investing in a "better" You.
You don’t have to but maybe you should. It's not really "investing your money in walls". It’s investing your money in better thinking, higher productivity, and your mental health. Those things are more valuable than anything. It's investing in a "better" You. Do it.
Thursday, September 16, 2021
It is all inside your head.
25 hours straight with no food, drink, or voices from the outside world. Only your own. It was a range of all kinds of feelings and emotions. It was sad and happy. Exciting and scary, comfort and anger. In a matter of seconds, I could switch from one to another. Proving- It is all inside your head.
Wednesday, September 15, 2021
Tuesday, September 14, 2021
Just don't.
Don’t do another bodysuit. Don’t invest your time in another "viral" leggings or make another logo draft. Enough. You are running. There will always be an important email you are waiting for, a solution you haven’t figured out yet, and a "wired" feeling. Don’t run. You have been running for a while now.
Monday, September 13, 2021
"Better" card
It's not a movie. It's real life. Most likely I will not find him on the streets on his way home from the gym. The possibilities are low, I only have 50 steps to my car every day. It's not like I have 5,000 steps. If I did, my chances were higher but still not guaranteed. I can't wait forever- choosing and committing is what's life is all about. There is always a chance you will miss a "better" card.
Sunday, September 12, 2021
The "miracle"
Maybe it was the miracle you have been asking for. An example of what a meaningful conversation looks like. I can't tell you exactly what it was that made me feel this way. It might be the title, the skills nor the confidence- but it doesn’t matter. Now I know, it exists. An interaction that makes you feel in a "dream" when you are in reality.
Saturday, September 11, 2021
Friday, September 10, 2021
Getting up again
You don't need to review it again, you don't need the packaging to match the color of the shirt nor to choose "the perfect" date for the opening. You "just" need to take a leap of faith. Mistakes will follow no matter how well prepared you were. Getting up again is what's this game is all about.
Thursday, September 9, 2021
"Easy" was never been part of the equation anyway
How can you prevent that low segment in your carve? You can learn about other businesses, you can prepare a risk management portfolio, or imagine how you would feel and act when it happens- but none of these will prepare you for the actual moment. Don’t get too caught up in it. Just remember "easy" was never been part of the equation anyway.
Wednesday, September 8, 2021
Give it some time
Time. Give it some time. Next week it would all look and feel different. You got distracts, so what? You shed a few tears- Conglutination, I guess you are not a robot after all. Don't you know that's the fun part, knowing we can't predict what's next.
Tuesday, September 7, 2021
Monday, September 6, 2021
Sunday, September 5, 2021
Good for you.
You have learned. You have learned how to focus even though your hands are full, how to mute distracting thoughts, and mind your own business. Now you know what is the recipe for peace of mind. Good for you.
Saturday, September 4, 2021
Listening can't hurt you
Listening can't hurt you. It's doesn’t mean you will change your mind. Maybe you will learn something new, get another perspective or even laugh but all the rest- is up to you.
Friday, September 3, 2021
"Feel like it"
If you "feel like it" or not. When you wake up, follow your list. Start with one step after another. No discussion. No questions to be answered. That is a good recipe for a good day. At least for me.
Thursday, September 2, 2021
My new "noraml"
New room, new walls, new feelings. I left my old room without looking back, without any feelings. Wondering if it's normal. I entered my new room the same way, thinking who is the one to decide what's "normal" anyway.
Wednesday, September 1, 2021
"Out of the box"
Don’t run. No one promised it will be easy. There will always be things you are scared of. Those parts are the best parts. It means you are learning, it means you are changing, it means you are on your way there. To a great place called "out of the box".
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