Tuesday, November 30, 2021

You have all the reasons to smile.

It’s something new. And it takes time. Going back is not an option. You already made that call. Breath, try to adjust, and focus on the things that truly matter. There is a solution to your problem- You have all the reasons to smile.

Monday, November 29, 2021

The real game

That is the real game. Pushing forward even though you don’t see the results. Smiling even though you don’t feel like it. Being laser focus is the only way to get there. Don’t stop. 

Sunday, November 28, 2021

Taking chances.

You already did it. You already said "yes", and it was already done. Regrting it, doing "pros" and "cons" is not going to help you. Think about tomorrow. What's done is done. When you said "yes" you were willing to take that chance. 

Saturday, November 27, 2021

Friday, November 26, 2021

You deserve to smile.

Who will you share it with? Who will truly be happy about your success? I am holding my phone and texting myself. Don’t get me wrong, those are tears of happiness. Tears of hard work who brought me here. You deserve to smile. It's all YOU. 

Thursday, November 25, 2021

You will figure it out as you go

Writing comes easy to me but saying it out loud in my own voice is a whole different story. I keep trying to write what I want to tell you, but it doesn’t feel right. Breath, it's your first step, you will figure it out as you go. 

Wednesday, November 24, 2021

You can’t half-ass it.

I am out there, but not really. Even though being under the radar is perfect for me, I know it wouldn’t less forever if I want it to succeed. You can’t half-ass it. Do it exactly as you see it in your dreams. 

Tuesday, November 23, 2021

Monday, November 22, 2021

Tell them it's worth it.

Maybe it’s your obligation. Maybe that is your true calling. To speak up. To show how it really feels like. How lonely it is to follow your dreams. How sacrifice really looks like. Day after day, without knowing anything but your goal “to get better”. Talk to one. Tell them it's worth it. 

Sunday, November 21, 2021

Price being paid

Remember those days. The days you were choked up, from tears running through your face. That is the price being paid. Price for pursuing your dreams. You knew all along it came with a price tag. Breath and move on, it only makes you stronger. 

Saturday, November 20, 2021

Friday, November 19, 2021

Hope.

I hope I am wrong. I hope you will be standing on your feet again, little man. How can it be? You were standing in front of red light at 20:00 and at 20:01 you are on the floor, between life and death. When we get up in morning, we don't think about it, we don't think about how lucky we are to come back home. 

Wednesday, November 17, 2021

“bad b*”

If you are out there, having a bad day but still keep pushing. If you know how to block those outside noises. If you smile at the world even if you cry inside then you won. You are the “bad b*” everyone wants to be. If you master those things then you got this. You got everything.

Get up.

Don’t use the snooze button. Don’t ask yourself any questions you already know the answers to. There is no need for pros or cons. Get up. Tired is not a proper answer. Dreams should be treated with respect. 

Tuesday, November 16, 2021

You always made that call.

I am looking at my phone and I can't believe it’s me. It was one of my biggest mission. Far away from the real me not so long ago. Now I am looking at her, over my phone and I can't believe it. Day after day, drip by drip. It adds up. Because the hard part is behind you. You always made that call. 

Monday, November 15, 2021

Grateful.

Not “why me”? not “how come?”, no petty. Get yourself out of it by yourself. Happiness is not a checklist. You are already living the dream. Be grateful. Breath. It will soon be a whole different story. 

Sunday, November 14, 2021

Pay attention.

“What are you doing?”. I ask myself that question a few times a day, every day. Doing doesn’t mean working. Even if it “feels” like you are. Doing the work relates to all the things you are trying to avoid. Pay attention.  

Saturday, November 13, 2021

Doing the same but better.

Was it luck or hard work? Was it timing or persistence? Was it “one big decision” or the story you tell yourself on a daily basis?. The thing is, you will never know the answer. And the thing is, it doesn’t really matter. The big question is, will you be here tomorrow, doing the same but better?.

Friday, November 12, 2021

Work.

They don’t know how long it takes or how much work goes into every stitch, every video. They don’t know I give up television a long time ago as well as “hanging” out. I work. Maybe one day it will all be different, but now that is all I do.

Thursday, November 11, 2021

Be nice.

Be nice. Be nice even if there are not. Be nice for yourself, not only for others. Be nice because who wants to waste time reflecting on your behavior. Be nice because that is how we should be. 

Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Risky

Doing them both at the same time is tricky. It’s putting them both at risk. That is why people tell you to put your "focus only on one thing" at least until you see results. But I am here now. Starting them both at the same time. knowing I am willing to take that risk, and get back up if I fall. 

Tuesday, November 9, 2021

The only way to overcome.

You will always have something important to do. Something to fix, something we better off without. Starting despite all the above is what you need. It will be scary, you will get nervous- but that is the only way to overcome. 

Monday, November 8, 2021

Sunday, November 7, 2021

Do it.

By doing it you overcome the fear. And the sooner the better. Thinking about it is not “doing it" but just a waste of time and energy. Make a room for the next thing. It might not be that “big of a deal” anyway. 

Saturday, November 6, 2021

Mute all the loud noises

I am trying to push myself. Even though I made huge progress, I am still not there yet, playing “in the game”. I will be there one day, I can feel it but now I am here, trying to mute all the loud noises around me. 

Friday, November 5, 2021

It adds up.

You will not sit here forever. You will not live like this forever. Because if you put in the work, you will get better. It’s math. In a world where nothing is promised, this I know for sure. It adds up. Guaranteed.  

Thursday, November 4, 2021

Tell them the story.

Tell them the story the way it is. Tell them real life is not what they see on the screen. Don’t be a hypocrite. Don’t give any advice you don’t follow yourself. Don't get caught in what’s working, get caught on leading with kindness. 

Wednesday, November 3, 2021

Now you got yourself a reason to smile.

It’s not the bed of your dreams, nor the room you always wanted. It’s not the shower you feel like taking nor the environment you feel like living in. But that is what I have today. Tomorrow may bring a different story. Now you got yourself a reason to smile.

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

Take that risk.

Take that risk. Take that step and never look back. You already made that choice. Now it’s all on you to step forward even if it’s hard, even if you don’t feel like it, even if you still can’t believe you are actually doing it. keep going. No matter what, you should keep going.

Monday, November 1, 2021

You can smile, you deserve it.

I wish I had someone to share my good news with, someone to call and say “look, I made this”. But until then- I have myself. I have myself to encourage, myself to support. Remember, those "butterflies" days are because you worked on the days butterflies were not even close. You can smile, you deserve it.