Friday, December 31, 2021

Another year? another challenge.

What a year. I am sitting here, at the same table, drinking the same coffee and smiling. Not long ago putting myself “out there” was my biggest challenge. And I did it, successfully. Another year? Take another challenge. Remember, You can do it all. 

Thursday, December 30, 2021

Good friends.

Good friends will be happy for you. Happy to watch you succussed, to believe in you when you “don’t”. They will tell you to keep on going and put a smile on your face. You don’t need many. But if you have those kinds of friends, you won. 

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Somewhere new.

Different place, different mindset. You don’t need much to think differently. To get different ideas, different thoughts, different insights. You just need to take the bus to somewhere new.

Tuesday, December 28, 2021

No more "hiding"

New year, new skills. You have a deadline now. You had your “hiding” period, and now is the "perfect" time to start shipping your work. Remember, shipping your work will make it “your job", nothing else.

Monday, December 27, 2021

As if you didn't even start yet.

You will get there. To the place, you can breathe. The place where you have your own space, where you can buy any fabric you wish for. You will have your own big table, mannequin with legs, and laser cut machine. Don't worry. Dream big and act as if you didn't even start yet. 

unnoticed.

You will forget things. Things that are second nature to you. Like writing this blog, Something I have been doing for more than 700 days in a row. Yesterday I missed it. I trust my brain, but I need to acknowledge sometimes he takes days off, unnoticed. 

Saturday, December 25, 2021

It works.

It works. You put in the hours to learn a new skill, to sharpen your craft- And it works. It may take a while. Most of the time it feels like you are walking on the same square. But it adds up and good things have to follow. 

Friday, December 24, 2021

Bigger picture

Doing the work with ease is so much better. You get to enjoy it. But the thing is life doesn’t always work that way. On those hard days try looking at the bigger picture- You get to do what you love and there is nothing better than that. 

Thursday, December 23, 2021

You can always try your best.

You can be mad. You can make it the life “before” and “after” or you can move on. Like everything else, it’s only up to you. Unfortunately, life isn't supposed to be easy, but you can always do your best.

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

Tuesday, December 21, 2021

Monday, December 20, 2021

Mediocre?

Too much equal noting. Don’t get confused. You can’t do it all. Don’t start to learn another program, don’t push yourself o “take” another platform. Focus. It doesn’t worth it if it’s mediocre. 

Sunday, December 19, 2021

“What if”

Take a deep breath. You are o.k. You will be o.k. Bad things happened, wipe your tears and move on. “What if” is not going to help you anyway. Now is the perfect time to move on.

Saturday, December 18, 2021

Immune system

There isn’t any immune system for it. For making mistakes. Some will hurt forever and some will need some time. Can you see with your own eyes? Are you smart enough to think? To make something with your own hands? Than you have everything.

Friday, December 17, 2021

Hope.

You look at the same things but they all look different to you. You look the same but when you look in the mirror- you don't recognize yourself. You see what life looked like a week ago and you just can't believe it. Hoping for a miracle.

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

Move on.

There is no other option but to move on. It will probably never go away. That feeling of being defeated. Making quick calls that cost you big time.  Next time I will know better? No. There will be no next time.

Tuesday, December 14, 2021

A miracle.

You are trying to put a smile on your face but you are paralyzed. You feel like you can’t see anything even if your eyes are wide open. I need a miracle. A miracle.

Monday, December 13, 2021

Sunday, December 12, 2021

Not one day. Today.

Not one day. Today. No “what the future holds” but what the day will bring. I know I haven’t even started. I know I am still running away from the real “deal” but one day I will get there. Knowing I loved every minute of it. 

Saturday, December 11, 2021

Friday, December 10, 2021

You got this!

I am tired. My legs hurt but my heart is full. Full of excitement and joy, so I don't get to feel the "tired". I knew I could do it, I dreamt about it, and now it's my reality. Those are tears of happiness. Keep going. You got this C.

Thursday, December 9, 2021

Happy.

Tired, Yes. Confused? Sometimes. Scared? Always. But I have never been happier. I already proved myself- If there is a will, there is a way. 

Wednesday, December 8, 2021

You just need to listen.

You just need to listen. Listen to the right people. And there are so many of them who brought me here. With their words. And to you, my heroes from afar, I hope you are looking outside your window, watching so many of us evolve because of you.

Tuesday, December 7, 2021

A head game.

It’s all a game. A head game. And you are the main character in it. For life. I used to care about how people perceived me. What will they say if they saw me carrying fabric down the street, or running towards the bus with my big "sewing" bag? Now it’s diffrernt. I am diffrernt. Now I know, the only thing that matters- is what I have inside my head. 

Monday, December 6, 2021

Don’t cry.

Don’t cry. Just don’t. You should be laughing. You deserve it. You worked so hard, and now you get to see it all on your smartphone. It's not only the likes and kind messages, it's your promise to yourself. You never thought you would overcome. And you did. Please, Don’t listen to anyone but Yourself. And if you do, it's on you. 

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Cheer yourself.

You can text yourself. You can give yourself a round of applause. You wish you had someone to tell "Look! I made this". But it’s not going to take my happiness away. Maybe one day I will have someone to share it with. But until then, I will cheer myself. 

Saturday, December 4, 2021

Patience got me here.

It’s lonely but it’s worth it. It’s hard but I wouldn’t want it any other way. I have been sitting here for two years, and only now I get to see what I have done. Patience got me here. Hoping it will never go away.

Friday, December 3, 2021

Compass

Happy. I say that word to myself at least 6 times a day, out loud. As my goal, if I am not "feeling" it. As an encouragement when I succeeded. As a confirmation when I feel grateful. It's my compass.

Thursday, December 2, 2021

It took me a while. But I'm here now.

"What is up with you?". I used to get stressed when people asked that question. It always felt like the wrong answer. But now it's diffrernt. Not because I "did it" but because I know the skills. And have the mindset. It took me a while. But I'm here now.  

Wednesday, December 1, 2021