You already won.

His studio is across the street, he has a big white table and 3 mannequins. His wall is full of colorful inspirational pictures. A dream. My table isn't really my table, the mannequin has stains all over but none of it really matters. I know it now. The only thing that matters is my hands, my ideas, my persistent character, and my learning skills. There is no comparison. I know I already won.